The victim but I take blame,
I have been a victim;
Of betrayal.
I trusted you,
You were a friend meant to protect me,
But another convinced you to do otherwise.
Just sex for you,
Two against one
The power struggle
But in the end, two were always greater than one.
The blame runs deep,
Maybe I shouldn’t have followed you to a motel
I trusted you
And not even I could tell
Your ulterior motives.
Exhausted
You had your way
My “don’t do it” fell deaf
Your apologies also fell deaf
To me.
You let the devil win you over,
Tainting my sanity
How I cringed at myself.
But I lived.
I have been a victim
You stuck your sleazy penis
And so did your friend
Your stupidity let you cum at my entrance,
I didn’t get pregnant by chance.
The wound, fresh,
A peeled layer that never heals
You scarred me,
You lie about it.
Parade yourselves off as honorable men
But you are vermin!
I thought you were galactic,
You had Mars in your name
Or be the son of God’s right hand
Because you were Benjamin.
But even God was ashamed of the name
Fucking lame!
