Love Lost
You got me,
You know how to make my heart flutter,
You know how to make my cheeks pink in this melanin pool,
I didn’t know why love makes me a fool,
You take me off-guard,
You secure me after it all,
A future than just bouts of sex
Our love didn’t need to defy odds, it only needs to be right.
You blind me to all the possible dangers,
You hit at me like a ranger,
I am love lost,
Deep down I walk this wonderland of your heart,
My conscience cursed me every time
Love was sweet in its prime.
Love that is lost on me,
Fear nibs at the edge of my heart,
Lust sits in the centre of my vagina,
Waiting just to have you,
Look! I don’t care if the love don’t work out but do not keep me hanging!
Do not make my legs jelly
And end up pulling a fast one on me,
I hated these butterflies; snatched a gun and shot them all,
What’s the catch?
Fear, a lot of fear, the what ifs tugging on my dress like my children.
“Mama mama please he will only hurt you, he doesn’t mean a thing he says”
I am caught up in this maze,
His smell leaves me in a haze,
I was insane; love’s new craze,
I am love lost,
In a world of stone cold roads,
Endless bleedings and betrayal,
Where forever ever afters end after some sexual bouts,
How could I wish for different?
How can you be different?
You make these walls crumble,
Once vocal but now all I do is mumble,
I got lost for words,
I get caught in your Web
And this spell cast over my eyes is so difficult to see past.
Witches in this maze,
We can come out clean and cut the chase,
I love you!
You see it, you see how drunken my eyes get around you!
You see how my anger gets overwhelmed with Lust,
You see how my cheeks and face fall when you are in sight!
I hate it, I hate that you had to become my Delilah!
Not as masculine as Sampson,
My eyes so bright and crimson,
The blood won’t go.
I am love lost in this place,
I shut my eyes and imagine a world without you
But you creep in every time,
Freaking stubborn psycho!
I can’t hate you,
I can’t love you, let me do a bit of both
I will set you down in my heart.
Carve your name on my heart pedestal.
He lives here, the one who saw through me and saw the mess, the dirt and loved this crimson
We are love lost
