Broken soul coloured the rain
I walked into the darkness; my soles touching the hard rock wondering if it was a sign.
The rain came; full cold rains, the heavens might have been angry at me.
I do not tremble for what lies in me doesn’t even agree to fear.
Tear stains met the rain; falling heavily down my cheeks, was this really me?
I am out here fully clothed in nudity, my heart I wore as my sleeves.
It gets drenched and its pillars not holding any longer.
I lay on this pavement like a baby in a mother’s womb.
The difference was, I didn’t want to be conceived, I came to die.
This World isn’t my home,
gods don’t have a home amongst mortals,
Neither did I have the magic to open a portal.
The Earth was harsh; irritating my skin, changing my ways.
I miss those godly days.
Rain, take away this pain.
Let me get sick and see myself beyond the clouds.
For this earth has great dark matter,
Everyone has something lurking within them,
If not fear then greed, envy, hatred, lust and sometimes even the devil.
My baby eyes didn’t want anything with such evil.
Barefooted I came.
Walking down this road with my sagged breasts touching my toes.
I heed no warning for all I seek is Anubis.
My purity had been stained
My skin cracked beneath the sun.
I am the purest of them all,
Magic mirrors wanted my purity.
My grip on godliness was a little beyond insanity.
I lied, I am a little bit of madness.
I AM FALLEN
