So many cracks that gush out insecurities,
So many shards that this life has impurities.
So much pain that nothing seems real.
So much pain that we wish to numb.
So many wishes that we wish to jump;
Find a time loop and bolt.
But here we are being drowned,
Being choked by too much of our blood.
Dying because the impurities seep through,
Tainting the pure.
You want to lose yourself in alcohol or drugs.Just to forget everything and just be in your space;Not feeling, not dying, just existingBut then the buzz goes away and the problems still linger.And once more we run into the buzz, willing it to be eternal.
The victim but I take blame, I have been a victim;Of betrayal. I trusted you,You were a friend meant to protect me,But another convinced you to do otherwise. Just sex for you,Two against oneThe power struggleBut in the end, two were always greater than one. The blame runs deep,Maybe I shouldn’t have followed you to …
Monochromatic If I told you I was depressed,Will you believe me?That the laughing emojiWas my resortBecause I wish that was meThat I’ll be as yellow as itAnd be as positive as its tears Not that my English sucksBut I share these memesBecause when you smileIt puts a light through the sadnessAnd I feel someone is …
