You want to lose yourself in alcohol or drugs.
Just to forget everything and just be in your space;
Not feeling, not dying, just existing
But then the buzz goes away and the problems still linger.
And once more we run into the buzz, willing it to be eternal.
So many cracks that gush out insecurities,So many shards that this life has impurities. So much pain that nothing seems real.So much pain that we wish to numb. So many wishes that we wish to jump;Find a time loop and bolt. But here we are being drowned,Being choked by too much of our blood. Dying …
Treat me gently, please He was Eight, she was Five,They were young and alive,They had love in their eyesAnd a clear conscience, He was fifteen, She was twelve,Went off to high school,He was so coolHandsome and coolBut she was a fool,Thought it’ll last forever. He was nineteen, she just turned sixteen,Sweet sixteen,A sweet teenBoth still …
The victim but I take blame, I have been a victim;Of betrayal. I trusted you,You were a friend meant to protect me,But another convinced you to do otherwise. Just sex for you,Two against oneThe power struggleBut in the end, two were always greater than one. The blame runs deep,Maybe I shouldn’t have followed you to …
